To Walk a Lifetime in Michael Jackson's Moccasins

[Aberjhani]

Michael Jackson in concert around 1995. (photographer unknown)



You probably can’t read the words in the note next to the accompanying photo of Michael Jackson, but they were handwritten by the singer himself during the mid 1990s when he was constantly on tour and just as constantly a subject of much public ridicule and condemnation. This note was composed on hotel stationery and, complete with original spellings, grammar, and format, reads as follows:

“like the old Indian proverb says do not judge a man until you’ve walked 2 moons in his moccasins.
Most people don’t know me, that is why they write such things in wich most is not true
I cry very very often because it hurts and I worry about the children all my children all over the world, I live for them.
If a man could say nothing against a character but what he can prove, history could not be written.
Animals strike, not from malice, but because they want to live, it is the same with those who criticize, they desire our blood, not our pain. But still I must achieve I must seek truth in all things. I must endure for the power I was sent forth, for the world for the children.
But have mercy, for I’ve been bleeding a long time now.”
M.J. (circa 1995)


It’s hard to think of Michael Joseph Jackson as having been a baby boomer because nothing defined him quite so much as his music, and his music possesses the eternal quality of genius that makes all superior art timeless, ageless, and endlessly compelling. But a baby boomer he was, born August 29, 1958, and now gone so soon to his rest June 25, 2009.

Reporting on Jackson’s death just hours after it was confirmed, NBC News anchorman Lester Holt noted, “We were the same age. I remember being a ten-year-old watching this ten-year-old kid on television.” A familiar feeling. I arrived on the planet one year before either of them but like Holt I also watched the young Michael Jackson on stage on television. My attention was fully captured with no desire to be released because there he was: a cultural mirror image of myself who was not the watermelon-eyed “Buckwheat” (all due respect to the actor who played that role) or a stereotypical barefoot “pickaninny” movie extra in some Gone With the Wind spin-off, but a little black boy musical genius so charged with the lightning of his talent and confidence that he could take the lead singer position with his four brothers behind him and an audience of thousands in front of him––and perform with all the grace, skill, and maturity of someone three times his age. How did that kid do that? Living as I did in a southern region where black skin and a male anatomy often reduced one’s life expectancy by decades, the answer of how that kid did what he did was important to this future author.

Years later I considered the greater scope of what he had achieved. While the vast majority of those in our peer group at age eleven or twelve were at home evenings studying for a quiz in school the next day or building up nerve to steal a first kiss, Michael Jackson was working––working in clubs, working in theaters, working on television, working in concert halls, working working working his ass off. On how many continents, and in how many countries, was that child a stranger in a strange land? Yet one who repeatedly channeled gifts of song and dance and love to bring respites of celebrated joy to the lives of others? His labors as a child played no small role in laying a foundation of lasting wealth for what has been called America’s “preeminent family of pop music.” Later on, those labors would pull a lagging recording industry out of its deathbed slump, and jump-start a new industry art form known as video while trashing racial barriers on TV and radio in the process. Did that make him a saint? No. Does it make his memory one worthy of respect? Most definitely.

Not all “child prodigies” who exhibit the level of talent that Jackson did as a child tend to fulfill the promise of those gifts in their adulthood. He was one of those who did. Once his ambition led him to pursue and establish with phenomenal results a solo career, each year thereafter when birthdays came around (his in August, mine in July) I started studying what he had accomplished to date and would challenge myself to do better in my own career. That’s not to say I ever did, or even that I thought I could or should match him; only that his accomplishments motivated me to reach for some of my own.

The judgments of different critics aside, he outdid himself repeatedly: with the flawless album Off the Wall in 1979; the all-time bestselling Thriller in 1982; Bad in 1987; and Dangerous in 1991. By the time Jackson’s HIStory–Past, Present and Future, Book I was released in 1995, I was managing a multi-media book, video, software and music store, which allowed me to indulge the pleasure of dancing along to the album’s combination of anthology and new music while shelving and selling books. True, I was dancing to his life’s soundtrack rather than my own and another three years would pass before my first book would get published. But: I celebrated this last album (not the last of his career) in particular because it was the first one released after the singer had descended into the tar-thick shadow-side of celebrity-hood: constant hounding by the paparazzi, reportedly “bizarre” behavior bordering on insanity, and allegations of pedophilia. The fact that his fame had become his cross made me less envious that he had achieved it so early.

Yet in the album HIStory, the purity of the music declared that whatever might or might not be the truth behind the scandalous headlines, all had somehow remained well with his soul. Whereas madness attempted to take over his life––and for a time possibly did––he fought and won his battle to turn it into superlative art. The new songs on HIStory presented his defense of himself even while going beyond that to champion the environment and level substantial social criticism of his own. It was around the time of HIStory’s release that he wrote the above note and the photo that accompanies it was taken (my apologies for failing to track down the exact date or the photographer’s name). When I saw them published in People Magazine, I cut the page out and placed it in a photo album, then said a prayer for this man whose voice had helped awaken my voice.

We human beings tend to demand that our heroes fulfill many fantasies, but one fantasy no hero can fulfill is perfection while in this world. They can make the effort to give as much of themselves to the global community as they can, and then beg forgiveness when the gifting isn’t enough and the less appealing aromas of their humanity dim the air with the funky truth of their flesh and blood limitations. It was good that “the King of Pop” had been tested and learned something about his limitations in one major battle because he would need whatever strength he gained from it for other confrontations down the road. In the end, it was strength he was reaching for once again to begin his journey anew and do the one thing he did better than anybody else.

A lot of tabloids, magazines, websites, radio stations, entertainment personalities, and retail chains made tons of good hard cash peddling before the world what they presented as Michael Jackson’s eccentricities and possible moral failings. Perhaps now that he has left the stage for the last time, they can pay a bit of that forward by leaning in the opposite direction and honoring the brilliance of his dynamic artistry, the beauty of his dazzling creative passion, and the simple sincerity––however wounded it may have been––of his love for his fellow human beings.


by Aberjhani
co-author of Encyclopedia of the Harlem Renaissance
and ELEMENTAL The Power of Illuminated Love

[Author-Poet Aberjhani]

Hey Thanks, I promise I was going to get to it but glad you went ahead. Allow me to add as I did on Music's page the official video version of EARTH SONG courtesy of YouTube:

[In Love With Music]

People are saying this was going to be the biggest comeback in music history. I feel like that's what it is right now.

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[L.G. Figgins]

Thank you, Aberjhani. Beautiful piece. I was sickened by the networks coverage the day of his death and also by the negative blog responses all over the web. We don't know Michael. My response to those who judge--take a look at the man in the mirror.


Lin


Imagine you could see him through the clouded glass, burdened by 20,000 days on this earth. What if you could live them one-by-one, those days as a child on the road with no time for play? What if that little boy so tempered by perfection wanted a world where he could be free from the constant rehearsals, hours on his feet and discipline honing his craft? What if the world's adoration denied his humanity? What if he wanted to know souls who could accept him as he was? Imagine what world of your own you would create...

[Author-Poet Aberjhani]

And thank you Lin for your shared insights as well. Peace,

Aberjhani

[Starchild Indigo]

This was posted as a blog but seems to belong here too.

Michael Jackson


When a friend expressed her sadness over the recent death of Michael Jackson, she was surprised to hear me say I never paid much attention to his music or videos. I like different kinds of music but in the past few years noticed that I particularly appreciate classical music and modern New Age music with strong classical influence. Then my friend said Jackson was also a fan of classical music which made me wonder if in his different writings and interviews there might be things he said which were worth quoting. These are some selections from different lyrics and liner notes that I thought were worth considering:


“Consciousness expresses itself through creation. This world we live in is the dance of the creator. Dancers come and go in the twinkling of an eye but the dance lives on.”
--from The Dance, introduction to album Dangerous

“I do the score, I do the lyrics, and I do the melody but still it’s the work of God.”
--from online interview with fans

“And the dream we were conceived in will reveal a joyful face, and the world we once believed in will shine again in grace.”
--from Heal the World

“The most powerful thing in the world is the human mind and prayer.”
--from interview with fans

“I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?”
--from The Man in the Mirror

“But they told me a man should be faithful and walk when not able and fight till the end but I’m only human.”
--from Will You Be There

“Did you ever stop to notice all the blood we've shed before? Did you ever stop to notice the crying Earth the weeping shores?”
--from Earth Song

“[Creativity] It's the most spiritual thing in the world. When it comes, it comes with all the accompaniments, the strings, the bass, the drums, the lyrics, and you're just the medium through which it comes, the channel. Sometimes I feel guilty putting my name on songs - "written by Michael Jackson - because it's as if the heavens have done it already. Like Michelangelo would have this huge piece of marble from the quaries of Italy, and he'd say, "Inside is a sleeping form." He takes a hammer and chisel, and he's just freeing it. It's already in there. It's already there.”
--from interview with Vibe Magazine

“Every day create your history
Every path you take you're leaving your legacy.”
--from History

“The power’s in believing so give yourself a chance cause you can climb the highest mountain, swim the deepest sea. All you need is the will to want it and a little self-esteem, so keep the faith.”
--from Keep the Faith


And this is a link to interviews with Michael Jackson


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[Author-Poet Aberjhani]

I had to go check my copy of Dangerous after seeing the quote at the top of your list and sure enough it's right there on the side! Thanks.

Aberjhani

[Creative Conversation Interviews]

And the man through his music and dance continues to speak for himself.

[Author-Poet Aberjhani]

So there you are :-)

Beautiful. Thank you,

Aberjhani

[Creative Conversation Interviews]

I'm always around. You just don't always see me :-)

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[Creative Conversation Interviews]

Some serious eulogy conversations from Motown icon Berry Gordy:

[Creative Conversation Interviews]

Check out how the dancers surround singer Jennifer Hudson while she's performing "Will You Be There" at the memorial for Jackson....

[Kimmy Van Kooten]

You honor him well, Aberjhani...I too found my connection to Michael Jackson myself, born October , 1958, the seventh child in my family line up...AND, now...June 25th...our Wedding Anniversary...the day he died. My husband was on stage here in St. Augustine and we heard the news. . . Paul announced his passing to the audience...so, so, sad.

The man was a musical mastermind! ...and, I believe he stood for Love at it's purest!. . . in a way where most Love's rarely stand!
I am saving this to my library...Thank you for sharing your heartfelt pen my friend~
Love and Peace~
Kimmy~