I was wondering what New Years Resolutions you CTI folk might have. For me, I take on general resolutions that I can work on throughout the year, more "organic" goals. I find them easier to keep. My resolution is two fold but related; I've resolved to be more even tempered in my emotions. 2012 has been a rather intense and very "up and down" year for me, and its left me hyperstimulated, mentally. I find myself getting anxious and hyper/overstimulated even by GOOD things. Just anything more…

A couple of songs themed on goodbye to say goodbye to 2012 and say hello to 2013…

In the deserts of a souls wanderings for fulfillment,

there lies a waterjug,

a cistern of her loves waters depths.



Her loves waters,

they are contained in this,

a waterjug fashioned by the abrasive sands of loves trials and tribulations;

its vessel hard as his bodies clay when she makes love to him,

her lover that only in his heart,

does she hold sway.



This vessel,

this waterjug,

its…

Every day,

I think of you,

as sundown settles into cradle of twilight's rest,

and stars come out to dance and play,

like the twinkle in my eye that dances when with you,

when we rest side by side at the end of the day.

Every day I pine for you,

as the pitch of night gives way to newborne dawn,

fawn awakened in unknown fields of forest,

forests where dwells the song of your loves promise,

whos' tune I…

You are cradled...

cradled in the bonds of love,

cradled in those bonds as I think of your eyes,

thinking upon those eyes that rise like Lavender eyes in my skies above.



You are cradled...

cradled in the starlight that I hold in my heart,

the furnace of love of passion that I forge from stars purest light,

as I cradle you in my loves ever waiting and embracing arms.



You are cradled...

cradled in the…

I really like this vid, especially me being a drummer and all (and the drum in this vid is one of the ones that I play...one of many) lol The funny thing in this vid is how that cat misses his que sometimes LOL and at other times, he seems to get disinterested/bored with it HAHA I came across this when I was looking for another vid for my drumming teacher...ahh...the joys of internet searching!…

May good things come to you,



as your heart in love,



it grows strong,



strong in the love you know I have for you,



love that runs gently like a newborne fawn.



May good things come to you,



as you fall asleep each night,



angel of my hearts passing into twilight's eve each day,



may the blessings of fulfilled and happy life,



may they always with you stay.



I call the being of lapis lazuli,



that he…

I wish for you



...I wish for you rose gardens of most pleasant hue,

the breadth of lifes blessings to be tilled in your lifes soil,

I wish for this garden to be yours by your own hand,

my hand there to suport yours in times of need,

with your own spirit finding the power to till your gardens,

to fill them with lifes roses of passion,

to grow in this garden forget me nots of my love fashioned,

grown as evening primrose in our loves eve,

in your…

Kisses are what I wish for thee,

and what I give to thee,

as winters cold breath,

it softens its cold harshness,

turns its ice cold breathings to softer feeling,

as that selfsame winters breath turns to springs promise of new growth,

the new growth in which young lovers dance amongst the yew.

Kisses are what I impart to thee,

as I dream of thee never parted from my side,

beside me always in times of joy and of woe,

as we…

May true love touch you



...may it touch you like lovers do at night,

embraced in a dance of sensuality that makes small gods dance,

entranced in the dance that only mortal bodies may weave,

as love between to two bodies is weaved and conceived.



May true love touch you like dew touches leaves,

bright leaves in a newborn spring,

as tiny bells of faerie creatures,

the sound of their bells music in bell…

He plays a song for her,

as soft small hammers bounce off the strings;

he plays upon that dulcimer a dream that he already sees,

a dream that shall enter her mind as she slumbers,

a song that speaks of lifes more mysterious and more pleasant things.

He plays this song until she is lulled to sleep,

and under the melody of this dulcimers song,

her dreams are kept in his keep.

Her eyes drift lazily away from the worries of the day…

Nothing

...nothing compares to this sweet good morning,

in which you awake to a loves enticing restraint,

as I present to you chafe of bondage at wrists and feet,

and I prepare for you a feat of sensual delights,

a tactile delight of Breakfastt in bed.



As you lay restrained before me,

quiet sigh played upon softest of lips,

I feed you a single strawberry,

placed between pursed and ruby red mouth,

ruby like the color that will soon come…

As a goddess lies in a verdant field,

golden flaxen hair cascading upon her pale white shoulders,

dulcimer placed upon her waiting lap,

a sky god of dulcimer and drum descends from the sky with golden sun tinted skin,

a sky come upon her to set her fingers to play,

to ply…

I remember when I first laid eyes upon you,

heard the song of your beguling voice;

I remember it with reverence,

my heart falling instantly for you,

for what I saw in you,

it was a star,

a brilliant shining star,

pulsing its light in your gently beating,

your strong and tender heart.

I grow wistful upon that moment,

recalling it cheerfully on summer days,

and remembering it for comfort in times of…

To rise to your loves promise,

this is Heavens gift of fire to me,

rising in dawns first light,

rising to meet your body in rapture,

your spirit in love,

as your body,

it does capture the passions that stir within me.



To set like the sun,

traveling below your bodies horizon,

partaking of your most sacred places,

this is more than gift to me,

your moons train attending to my loves…

A single candle,

one point of light against the dark;

this is what I hold in my heart for you,

oh shared spirit of my inner eyes light,

for flames are ne'er meant to shine alone.



A single candle,

one flame to hold against the dark,

this is what my spirit holds in its light,

as you flicker sometimes into embers,

and yet,

I know the light of your spirit in fullness,

I have seen it burn in fullest flame,

and this…

I remember you,

even as you lay before at night;

I remember sweet whispers of my name,

whispered in your dreams,

whispered from the sub-ether of your consciousness,

whispered in enthused anticipation,

of when we wake together,

one body,

one name.



I remember you,

when you are both close and far away;

I remember never to forget you,

but I could not even if I tried,

for you have been…



I stood on the corner of the street one day,

and found a perfect moment,

in which the sun shone it's rays upon me,

and the wind brushed my face with it's coolness,

and thoughts of you drifted into my mind like sails upon the wind.



In this moment,

I thought to myself...

that I would like to create a perfect moment for you,

a perfect moment in my life,

and than share it with you,

a moment in which the only force…

I have found lately

...that to my soul,

there has been grafted,

a new and hybrid sort of breed of wings,

with the power of an archangel,

and the sweetness of a cherub,

the power of Raphael,

and the sweetness of cupid fused into one.



I have found lately,

that I feel as if I could fy,

if I would but just let myself make that one mighty leap,

off the ground,

as the earth departs from my…